Here i am... still alive...

It looks wierd but yet true...
am i writing?? am i making sense?? i hope no..
Life is runnig after me, since i found a place to stay, a place to grow, a place to be!! But i still didnt found the key.. the key for survive in a neutral live, where no one cares, no one looks to you and wisper.. are you dead?? Are you making progress??? writing suffs, things with no meaning to human beens.. But don worry thats normal for a guy like you, you will be ok.. we are expecting that for you.... Dam.. this is it?? :|... is this the price for it?? just this? and yet.. and yet in the end they forget you, and everything you have done dies with you..do you really done it?? is just this a fantasy?
Welcome to real life