yet another dreammm

And today i dream.. yes i dream again…

I dream I was a father of a beautiful baby.. but imagine the mother was not the one that I was expected… it was again my archangel.. Yes long time had pass without not knowing that I a was a father, without knowing that I leaved marks in the pass.

I was in heaven now I had a good motive to be whit her, taking the time needed to be with my daughter….

It felt great,… being a father of a child and reunited with my angel. My beautiful angel, shining once again, as my memories still keep her here inside.

…Whats next??

Here i am... still alive...

It looks wierd but yet true...
am i writing?? am i making sense?? i hope no..
Life is runnig after me, since i found a place to stay, a place to grow, a place to be!! But i still didnt found the key.. the key for survive in a neutral live, where no one cares, no one looks to you and wisper.. are you dead?? Are you making progress??? writing suffs, things with no meaning to human beens.. But don worry thats normal for a guy like you, you will be ok.. we are expecting that for you.... Dam.. this is it?? :|... is this the price for it?? just this? and yet.. and yet in the end they forget you, and everything you have done dies with you..do you really done it?? is just this a fantasy?
Welcome to real life

i enjoy talked to you

yes its true i talked to her.. and yet not her but an old sister that in turns became and old friend...
Nevertheless it was good i enjoy it, as it was the first time.. in a long time
My memories became reall and good moments appeard in front of me.. just a click ahed.
And i talked and talked till the end some questions become solve, yet others become darker... But isnt it better this way? isnt it this the saffer way.. i guess.. but still the quest continues till the end... or probably not ;)

a dream....

For two days now.. i have being dreaming... and you know about what thats for shure..
The question now is.... why??
Because its near,.. is it?? but i keep wandering why.. why now.. why not!!!
Well because i simple can not...
It is unfair for the ones I care.. thats why!!!
But still its is the air...

I am still alive

yes its true am still alive, thats why iam right now blogging :)
so please be free to re-blogg
or just stop to say hey...