tired

I guess I am tired, tired of waiting for someone.. for you.. for her..

yet something is still pushing me down, memories, perhaps, yeah moments from you.

but what is missing to my understanding that life can not be dreamed from the past, yet you should be ready to be integrated or to be stored by some book of living seconds on anxiety.

Do I want to revisit the panic of not controlling you? I would not imagine, falling to the hall of pass, when you were living inside me, living me, controlling me

waiting

Ok 19 had pass and now i am here
for what, for who, may i ask.. for you? not sure.. by the way who are you?
i don't even know who you are...
but yet.. isn't that the purpose??

still waiting

Yet I am back

Things are looking somehow weird....
seems that time did not pass.. things are still the same

yet time changes.. things changed, are you still the same?

it seems great...it feels great

As i would aspect everything seems fine now... the desire is no longer here, the calm is being reestablish, and it just feels great
its great to think iam cured, am i?? i would like to think yes, i do really feel it!! but...u never know..
but nevertheless iam feeling alive!! and just for me.... welcome to reality!!!

amazing

amazing how it ends..
amazing how it would be ending
amazing how it did no end...
amazing is you...

but yet...

didnt i tell you.. she already reply... sorry for the delay on the news.. it seems there is nothing to do... anormal anwser to the right quesiton
and as i told you...
live goes on...

waiting...

It seems i am realy in the past.. delete from bad memories.. the ones that we want to forget..
i am being free..
free to wandering if i am still alive

Do you really think it was true????

Did it happened?? are you certainly??? No way…
it seems true but yet unreal... the reply was tremendous, who?? How?? When?? Sorry never eared about you… and finally a relief in his eyes… she had forgotten,. Thanks god.. the illuminati dream. Is it better this was?? Do you think so?? YEP it seems so… but yet it sounds weird… too wired to be comprehensible.. but who cares?? You??? me?? probably, but yet I have to deal with it.. life goes on and they live happily forever and ever ;)

But the memories will be always inside the relief….

Please.. be happy you know that’s the best for you..